Two glasses of Glenfarclas 10 Years Old in Friday of the nineteenth week. Another visit of divine world. Nature became merciful to me. Sometimes the weather was autumn alike. I usually switched on the first speed in the fan.
I checked my records for hope to discover probable time when I began what became as the big book. I didn’t think on making this project. It turned out in process when I looked on vast quantity of written and from there I came to what it must realize some years ago. Luck was usually not favor to me as I would hold a four-leafed clover in a pocket but it was actually a weed reminded that plant. Flipping in archives gave a presumable date of first “Review of Year” which was a second written thing. No trace of start. I always assumed it was in October. A first written piece inclines to somewhere there by that I mentioning one composition had release a little time later. Nevertheless, I wasn’t going to end it in a month in which I began for make a dramatic circle though I prone to do such things. I was coming to do that earlier.
I wrote a lot in the last days of the nineteenth week. All that made me to see once more this couldn’t but be. I was in wonderful by doing this writing.
I didn’t wait events anymore. I expected delivery of books for probable complete a second penultimate article. It was the latest before a final text. BerBer, that Armenian private company, didn’t improve from mistakes since passed very many months. However, what can add else if majority elected a person who lost Nagorno-Karabah and still looking for peace with evil in basics Azerbaijan instead a man (ex-president and ex-prime minister of Nagorno-Karabah) who returned in politics for save country? Armenia was a corrupted state and it will. These people didn’t want to contact after I opened my thoughts to them when it happened at first time.
Where else I can buy donkey cheese except Serbia? I don’t want to move or order through Internet in one known state because I boycott evil. However, I guess it willn’t extraordinary on taste and it’s big price will stay only for rarity. Tito’s train is one more sight which I willn’t visit and I have no drop of regret. Egypt had of tantalizing, but I did it describing. The Egyptians spoke absurdity on impossibility to identify attackers on Lara Logan if we have a last photo of, some probable perpetrators, before happened and the savages used cellphones for filming and it was a thing which had almost every person even in third-world country to that time. From everything that it means you can track all of them. It’s a loud shame, USA and UK still didn’t conduct operation for punishing by death those abysmal human-beings who attacked Lara Logan and Natasha Smith. Israel revenged for athletes. Bush Senior did vengeance for killed Marine Robert Paz and special squad was sent on rescue of captured journalist Kurt Muse. Do landing of military forces, execute justice for dames and leave without intention of building democracy in Egypt, which is for late night shows. This country is disrespectful to women as it was to Mona Eltahawy for whom requires justice too. I know by myself that revenge cures.
I did occasional watching of movies. One was Captain from Castile (1947) which implements a Samuel Shellabarger’s novel. It does mess with history. Real and not personalities have unrealistic and unauthentic behavior. Hernan Cortes’s annihilation of Aztecs was romanticized (I wasn’t supposed to like flick by that his massacre still was called in intro as “expedition”, a word usually used for covering the villainous and amoral acts.). However, a film depicts a showdown between Spanish as one fictional character wants to be a ruler of Mexico instead Cortes. They will go on Aztecs in the end which killing willn’t demonstrate. Too much typical for such stories romance and it’s not finest. I didn’t see pillar in lead hero for fall in love to Catana. A movie is not in touch with reality. A main hero is accused in stealing gems because he was on guard and killing a main villain due to their animosity background. No investigation and detection of taken in a first case. Spanish dance of Tyrone Power and Jean Peters is one what for attention of eyes. I always being hypnotized by ladies dancing Spanish dance and to suits in white buttonless shirt with long skirt (I think, it’s something Mexican.) and red dress only.
I did over with intention to see another film based on Shellabarger’s novel Prince of Foxes (1949), which also with Tyrone Power, after done research in which I have got it willn’t other as this same with all books of author where I ended with thinking to read them. A twentieth century’s writer of romanticized history novels.
I was in Berlin and was in Dresden in 2005, but I didn’t see these cities. That was by because I was tied to one group of overall rotten characters in which leader wasn’t mature as personality and she couldn’t organize properly. I was in famous gallery in a second town, but I didn’t see everything by called reason. I wanted to watch Sistine Madonna. I still want. And not only. I saw many excellent painting pieces but I wished to look on all of them. I still remember feelings and conclusion that this gallery in beyond about worth of visiting. What I had in Berlin? I remember Reichstag, which is a beauty of Neo-Renaissance, and I wasn’t inside there. I saw just piece of a building. I wanted to reach the top and be inside. A magnificent what I’ve done was buying a postcard with bears on the street, because it was funny for me back then and it didn’t change since that.
I wasn’t impressed by Francisco Goya as an artist in being in Museo del Prado, because he isn’t extensive in details as mostly about face and he fades when you see Peter Paul Rubens in same gallery. His famous pair The Naked Maja and Clothed Maja didn’t radiate of living though it’s common for his painting. I watched on face in a first picture and it seemed an expression was “When will you finish? It’s cold here!”
These spy games were still on mind of makers of current program for verification in Polish centers. Alarm, as on military secret objects, is waking up sound for invitation in try your luck. They increased to one minute for entrance. And, as actual such alarm, it could be false and could have been activated at night, but probability to get place there was low as I’ve got in received information. It could ring any time but reality was stable as it was with the Moon in a night sky. No call in these days. A middle of August was so far five months ago but it’s almost came and anyway that would be the fastest variant in applying to US embassy as discloses now in sullen perspective. I had between a familiar old feeling of frustration, adaptation to that wonderful things never arrive to me and, probably, it occurs because I must continue to write when it shows else in the big book but with the last I will end no later than early September. However, I still didn’t resolve how to deal about work in the USA. I’ve horrified lately by that Kamala Harris doesn’t give interviews but increased a big support to her. Nevertheless, I, as always, rely on that chosen electors will with knowledge of a truth.
The second half of the twentieth week. I already came to having a dream where I got visa. Not the best was when I woke up. I sit in the tower and don’t change the second speed in evening of Friday.
Definitely, I’ll eat Berliner when I will visit Germany in some murky future.
